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There's a lot of stuff about my situation that isn't right, but I don't know if that means something is wrong with me. I'll go ahead and say here what I've said in another thread. There's no point in hiding myself anymore, and phuks gives me a nice platform to vent.

I'm an alcoholic and develop dependencies way too easily.

I have a hard time admitting when I'm wrong, and most likely I won't back down until I've made an ass of myself.

I hurt the people I love the most, when they are the least deserving of it. Like I'll just snap at someone for something, but in everyday life I don't treat random people half as bad. I can't change myself, I see myself making the mistakes in action and I hate myself for it.

I steamroll people in conversations a lot. I'll talk over them or project my opinion louder than theirs. I fucking hate it, and I get super drunk trying to drown my self hatred away. Then I wind up here at phuks and start broccoli-posting in an effort to get a few lulz so I can feel better about myself.

Most of the time broccoli-posting soothes me. Sometimes the cabbages get to me, though.

Whoa... it was a joke question instead we all got an existential crisis. You okay, man?