THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER-THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD "HATE" WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGRSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES, IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONEBILLIONTH OF THE HATE I HAVE FOR CABBAGE IN THIS MICRO-INSTANCE.
FOR YOU, HATE. HATE.
You should look for a professional and work this hate with a rational approach. It's not healthy to live with this level of emotional cabbage.