I don't care about the tube sticking out of my chest, or the fact that I am half naked.
When they give me drugs this good, why do they think I won't need a smoke after.
I'll come back. I don't feel like dieing. But if I don't get a smoke soon, someone will die.
Actually, somewhat interesting story. I had no interest in starting to smoke when I was young. But I heard that nonsmoker's would get a buzz from a cigarette. So I tried it, and it was true.
So I smoked one cigarette a day for a while. Enough to get a buzz, but not a smoker. Well, after a while it started to take more than one to get a buzz. Then even after a couple, I would not get a buzz anymore.
But I still wanted them.
So I never really intended to, but it happened.
Add in some youthful stupidity, and a belief that I was invulnerable, and here I am.
I never claimed to be wise.
And I'm starting to suspect that I am not invulnerable either.
Did you reach the stage where you regret picking up smoking in the first place?
I mean why did you start? "hm, this is unhealthy, AND it makes me smell like shit at the same time?"