I was traveling, and I got really really drunk. This is a problem I've had, but I went from drinking daily to once or twice/week. So cut me some slack.
I was wandering around this city, super left city mind you, and I found some black dude and a white chick and I made a very easy agreement to gang up on the white chick. She wanted it. All was going great till muy phone died. I called my phone a n***er.
That was a bad term to user apparently. It then led to me being soft-mugged- I wouldn't get hit if I didn't empty my wallet. I didn't have a choice, did here I am $250 later, but still alive
I tend to call my friends or things Nigger, semi-frequently in jest and humor. I'd equate it to my use of fag and faggot that I used in my teens (still use them occasionally). I say it so often that my wife has been desensitized to it after repeatedly saying it and assuring her that I'll always continue to say what I want because it's that way not because I've got hate. That being said, I wouldn't say it around a strange black dude, as most people will look for any small or large reason to hate and take from someone. Glad it was only a little cash. Be safe, and stick to cannabis ;)