I don't care that they can kill you I want one.

I would love to have one of these, but im kinda scared that it's going to eat my face one night when I forget to feed it.

Servals are known to be high energy and temperamental. They can be abusive to their pets (you).
But they can also be very affectionate.

I'd take the risk. I had a maine coon, so I know what it's like to be abused by a large cat.
Maybe it is Stockholm syndrome, but I still love them.