some of my personal thrills:
- Pretending to yawn and watching while others actually yawn.
- Chewing to the beat when no one’s looking
- Saying popular names in a crowd to identify a random strangers first name
- Playing different ringtones to see who looks at their phone on the subway during rush hour.
I thought something similar until I cut my hand at work... stitching from a doctor changed my mind... try to stay healthy and don't need to hurt urself for that... try rock climbing or something hard for you