I was diagnosed with adhd as a child and given pills that are now illegal because they're basically meth. Fuck pills, it isn't a diagnosable problem imo it's just you need to be more of yourself. I left school to chase a rare insect and caught it and did a presentation on it to my third grade class after being suspended for 2 days. Do Schools Kill Creativity, trust me it's worth a rewatch
I was diagnosed with adhd as a child and given pills that are now illegal because they're basically meth. Fuck pills, it isn't a diagnosable problem imo it's just you need to be more of yourself. I left school to chase a rare insect and caught it and did a presentation on it to my third grade class after being suspended for 2 days.
[Do Schools Kill Creativity, trust me it's worth a rewatch](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iG9CE55wbtY)
My motivation and focus is shit. If I can get my focus directed, though, then I'm a fucking fiend. I learned C# in a couple weeks about 7 or 8 years ago, then promptly lost interest. So at this point I know how to program, but I can't push myself to do it. I learned python, too, but forgot anything beyond basics. It pisses me off because it's something I should be good at. I'm a system administrator by trade, it would really help if I could get proficient with programming.
It's getting harder and harder, though. I can't function without deadlines. I was diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive) last year as an adult. That explains a lot of it. I'm been trying to develop ways to deal with it, medicine is super expensive.