If my neighbor is Bob I am wearing a new Bob skin jacket and eating Bob soup.
Reflect on my life. Mourn the end of society. Shoot myself.
Oh man why? I can understand someone shooting themselves in this rotten modern age but in the apocolypse you are free of all morals and rules. Nothing but survival and will matter.
I like morals, and I like some rules (though I do believe that in a lot of areas there's too many of them.) I can understand why some yearn to return to nature, but that's not me.
There's no place for me in an uncivilized world. My skillset revolves almost entirely around computers (which wouldn't be around much longer,) I have mental problems (if someone with the same brain structure was born in a hunter-gatherer world they'd be left to die,) and I've always been a pacifist (I could kill lots of animals, but it'd be game over as soon as I encountered a hostile human or two.) In this situation I'd feel it's better to leave the world to the people who want to be there.
What human things would you do for four short minutes.