Staying home is my preferred drinking atmosphere. I tried the bar scene, but its just not me. I'm not a very outwardly social person to start with, and unless I'm already around people I know don't expect much of a rise out of me. If I am at a bar, its because I've got nowhere else to drink at the moment and I want to people watch. It may sound creepy but I enjoy finding a cozy corner away from the commotion. That way I can keep an eye on people, and the inner psycho in me can see how they interact with each other. I didn't really develop good social skills until a few years ago. I spent a good portion of my life trying to figure out what to actually say, what was funny, and what was taboo.
I was like an android in the background, soaking up information and trying to piece together a "personality" for myself.
With that being said, I feel much more comfortable with myself now but I still prefer to be alone or with those I know very well.
Staying home is my preferred drinking atmosphere. I tried the bar scene, but its just not me. I'm not a very outwardly social person to start with, and unless I'm already around people I know don't expect much of a rise out of me. If I am at a bar, its because I've got nowhere else to drink at the moment and I want to people watch. It may sound creepy but I enjoy finding a cozy corner away from the commotion. That way I can keep an eye on people, and the inner psycho in me can see how they interact with each other. I didn't really develop good social skills until a few years ago. I spent a good portion of my life trying to figure out what to actually say, what was funny, and what was taboo.
I was like an android in the background, soaking up information and trying to piece together a "personality" for myself.
With that being said, I feel much more comfortable with myself now but I still prefer to be alone or with those I know very well.
Staying home is my preferred drinking atmosphere. I tried the bar scene, but its just not me. I'm not a very outwardly social person to start with, and unless I'm already around people I know don't expect much of a rise out of me. If I am at a bar, its because I've got nowhere else to drink at the moment and I want to people watch. It may sound creepy but I enjoy finding a cozy corner away from the commotion. That way I can keep an eye on people, and the inner psycho in me can see how they interact with each other. I didn't really develop good social skills until a few years ago. I spent a good portion of my life trying to figure out what to actually say, what was funny, and what was taboo.
I was like an android in the background, soaking up information and trying to piece together a "personality" for myself.
With that being said, I feel much more comfortable with myself now but I still prefer to be alone or with those I know very well.