Sure. The second question is just depressing. I'll never be an astronaut cowboy. That's the shared tragedy of almost everyone alive today.
Yes, I have considered it a few times in past.
Most recently when I almost died a yearish ago. That has a way of making you confront it.
I'm in a position where I have already achieved my basic life goals, and am now working on the extended feature list.
I'm not sure if I'll ever be ok with dying, but it doesn't scare me much. I will feel that I accomplished enough, even if I didn't get everything.
I honestly never expected to get this far, so that probably makes it easier to be happy with what I've done.
Going to half-assed paraphrase Mark Twain here. "I was dead for millions of years before I was alive and I feel no ill effects from the experience"
I don't fear death the process scares the shit out of me.
If I had a time machine? Ohhh the conversation 54 year old me would have with 20 year old me.
I'm an OldPhuker, I always think about dying. Strangely, I always have.
My future me will probably wish I was saving more money now, and curse me for investing in Just for Feet instead of Apple. But hey, c'est la vie.
Frequently. It’s the reason I try to live the way I do. I wasted so much time believing lies. So now I spend my days working towards goals no matter how frustrating they get. Once I have a few accomplished I re-evaluate and set some more.
I don't think so, but other than being in college/work instead of high school, I don't think future me will be that different
It's like, as much as I hate how boring I am, when you're used to getting by by doing the bare minimum and have been for your entire life, that's hard to change
I hate past me for denying that I suck, and sucking more than I do now.
Compared to a few years ago past me? Heck yeah! But yet again who knows. Probably not since I'm sitting around checking Phuks instead of studying for chemistry.
Future me would be pissed by how much time I waste answering AskPhuks questions.
And future me can fuck off and mind his own business.