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There was a time where I was a less-than-innocentBystander.
And the judge didn't buy my username for even a moment.

So, that is how I wound up occupying a cell for 18months and 6days.

Context. In Canada, prisons are split between provincial (under 2 year sentences) and federal (over 2 years). My sentence was "Two years less a day". Not a long sentence in the big picture. But it meant I had a longer time than any of the others I met. That gained me some credit.

Because of my association with people who had repeatedly and successfully escaped custody, I was deemed a flight risk, and sent to the highest security provincial prison. There is no "Max" security in provincial prisons, so officially it was a secure medium security. With some extra medium.

This happened a long time ago, so my experience is dated. Cigarettes were still the currency when I was there.

Pre-emptive answers:
"Dude, what'd you do?"
-Maybe I'll get into that another time. It wasn't drugs or drug related. It was professional but not gang/mafia/biker/whatever. A small organised group. That's not the topic of this post though, so can we get back to talking about Rampart?

"Did prison reform you?"
-No. I changed my life for the better despite my time there, not because of it. I think giving me a time-out from society, and some punishment, was a good idea. But locking me in close quarters with unrepentant criminals, who could be excellent connections, and sources of information, while removing me from contact with all positive influences, had the opposite effect. I don't have any solutions for that, but the current method of rehabilitation fails badly.

"What's the worst thing that happened to you?"
-I got in a fight. The fight wasn't a problem, but the aftermath sucked. The guards saw something was going down, and got there quick. When they stepped into the washroom they saw me standing with my back to the corner, fists raised, and a crowd of others forming a part circle around me. They knew I had been involved in violence due to what they saw, and a fresh cut on my knuckle. But they didn't know who, or how many, I had been fighting with.
They tossed me in seg, and said they wouldn't let me out until I told them who was involved. "For my own safety", they claimed. I knew they couldn't keep me there indefinitely, so I waited. And waited. And sure enough, a month later, they let me out. That night, there was another fight in the washroom. I had nothing to do with it, but the guards got there too late to see who it was. So they assumed it was me again and put me back in seg. A month later they let me out again. It felt good to be around people again, even if they were mostly assholes. The next morning, after breakfast the guards came for me again. No explanation, back to seg. I'd kept my cool through all the previous bullshit. But that was when I broke. I earned the next two months I was about to get and the "good time" I was about to lose. Turned out, them coming for me again was a clerical error that would have been quickly resolved. If I hadn't lost my cool. I don't know how long they had planned to keep me there that time. But there was a riot in one of the ranges, and they needed to free up seg cells.

I'm not proud of all the things I have done in my life. But I am not in denial about it either.

There was a time where I was a less-than-innocentBystander. And the judge didn't buy my username for even a moment. So, that is how I wound up occupying a cell for 18months and 6days. Context. In Canada, prisons are split between provincial (under 2 year sentences) and federal (over 2 years). My sentence was "Two years less a day". Not a long sentence in the big picture. But it meant I had a longer time than any of the others I met. That gained me some credit. Because of my association with people who had repeatedly and successfully escaped custody, I was deemed a flight risk, and sent to the highest security provincial prison. There is no "Max" security in provincial prisons, so officially it was a secure medium security. With some extra medium. This happened a long time ago, so my experience is dated. Cigarettes were still the currency when I was there. Pre-emptive answers: "Dude, what'd you do?" -Maybe I'll get into that another time. It wasn't drugs or drug related. It was professional but not gang/mafia/biker/whatever. A small organised group. That's not the topic of this post though, so can we get back to talking about Rampart? "Did prison reform you?" -No. I changed my life for the better *despite* my time there, not because of it. I think giving me a time-out from society, and some punishment, was a good idea. But locking me in close quarters with unrepentant criminals, who could be excellent connections, and sources of information, while removing me from contact with all positive influences, had the opposite effect. I don't have any solutions for that, but the current method of rehabilitation fails badly. "What's the worst thing that happened to you?" -I got in a fight. The fight wasn't a problem, but the aftermath sucked. The guards saw something was going down, and got there quick. When they stepped into the washroom they saw me standing with my back to the corner, fists raised, and a crowd of others forming a part circle around me. They knew I had been involved in violence due to what they saw, and a fresh cut on my knuckle. But they didn't know who, or how many, I had been fighting with. They tossed me in seg, and said they wouldn't let me out until I told them who was involved. "For my own safety", they claimed. I knew they couldn't keep me there indefinitely, so I waited. And waited. And sure enough, a month later, they let me out. That night, there was another fight in the washroom. I had nothing to do with it, but the guards got there too late to see who it was. So they assumed it was me again and put me back in seg. A month later they let me out again. It felt good to be around people again, even if they were mostly assholes. The next morning, after breakfast the guards came for me again. No explanation, back to seg. I'd kept my cool through all the previous bullshit. But that was when I broke. I earned the next two months I was about to get and the "good time" I was about to lose. Turned out, them coming for me again was a clerical error that would have been quickly resolved. If I hadn't lost my cool. I don't know how long they had planned to keep me there that time. But there was a riot in one of the ranges, and they needed to free up seg cells. I'm not proud of all the things I have done in my life. But I am not in denial about it either.

23 comments

[–] PMYA 4 points (+4|-0)

Is the Canadian prison system similar to the US?

What is it like to be alone for a month?

Similar in some ways. Very different in others.
I think the provincial/federal split here is more or less the same as state/federal split in the US.
I don't know what it is like inside an American prison, so I can't really compare what the inmate experience is like. Movies/tv usually get a bit right, and a lot wrong.

Being alone like that is not something I've ever been able to put into words.
The first month was just 'pushing' through it, and trying to last. It was hard, but manageable. The second month I accomplished because I didn't care anymore. I knew it would come to an end, and I had done it before. So I just let go of time. It affected me that time though. My mind went strange places.
The last two were not good times. I didn't know when, or if it would end. It changed me. Neither for good or bad, just different.

On the plus side, it takes very little to make me happy after that.
But I don't like crowds. Is that ironic?

[–] Violentlight 4 points (+4|-0)

I've always been very comfortable being alone. So I've always wondered how I would do in prison. I wonder how seg would affect me.

[–] E-werd 5 points (+5|-0)

I would think there's a difference between choosing to be alone but having the option to not be, and being forced to be alone.

Being away from people is only one problem.
Having nothing to do may be more of a problem than you think.

I got one book a week. Sometimes two. I'd read them long before new ones came. Never had any say in what type of book either, just random selection.
At some point, I discovered the game "Buttons". And that was a good day. Looking back now and remembering how good it felt to be doing something new, when it was possibly the stupidest 'game' I have ever played, seems funny.

Rules for 'Buttons' :
Close eyes. Flick button hard off the ceiling.
Find button without oppening your eyes.
Win! Now repeat.

[–] SilverBanana 4 points (+4|-0)

Why did you protect the people who you were fighting with?

I didn't give a shit about them.
I was looking out for myself. I had a good reputation and did well with the other inmates. If I turn over on those clowns, my reputation would be gone.

Reputation is everything in there. It is the difference between things being not bad, and not safe.

[–] SilverBanana 4 points (+4|-0)

That is fucked up. I would have tried to devise some plan to tell the guards and pretend it was not me snitching.

[–] Lord--Gaben 2 points (+2|-0)

What illegal activities went on inside prison?

Drugs, theft, and violence. Pretty much what you'd expect. Most of the time the violence could be avoided. But those that went looking, didn't have to go far.

[–] Lord--Gaben 2 points (+2|-0)

Any interesting stories?

An acquaintance got his hand on some pot once, so we rolled and sparked one up.
Another inmate pops his head in the door and says in a very thick Jamaican accent "Yo man, shits blazin".
I was still learning to understand the guy, but thought I knew what he meant. So I said "Ya man, we're blazing some good shit. Want a hit?".
He looked me in the eye and calmly said, "No man. Shits a-blazin".
I was a little puzzled.
Then he repeated loudly and sternly, "Shits a-blazin", and pointed at the heater.
I looked over and saw flames coming out of the top of the grill. Someone had tossed the match down there, where it landed in paper and other things that had been stuffed in over the years.

Officially, nobody was in the room when the fire started. And nobody ever stepped forward to claim responsibility for the wing having to be evacuated, and the fire department brought in.

[–] jobes 2 points (+2|-0)

How was the food? Trailer Park Boys made it seem like Canadian prison food was terrible.

How do you think most cigarettes got into the prison? Guards?

Did you ever drink or make any kind of prison booze?

Food ranged from Meh to Ugh. I spent a few months working in the kitchen though, then the food was decent.

Cigarettes were allowed in the prison at the time. You could buy them if you had money. Other contraband got in many different ways. There was a good video on it posted earlier today.

Some guys made wine a couple times. Wasn't too common though, because it tasted like shit, and good drugs were plentiful.

[–] crash 1 points (+1|-0)

Did you have forced butt or mouth sex while on the inside?

Nope.
Gay sex is just about unheard of in provincial prisons. Most people are not in for long sentences. And the general attitude is not exactly gay-friendly.
There were no openly gay men.

I'm not sure if things are different here in Canada, or if it is mostly the same in the US and TV just lies to us. But even in federal prisons in Canada, gay rape is almost unheard of. Sex does happen with consent in the federal prisons, but the last time a guy got raped, they set him free and gave him a large sack of cash.
If it happened often, I doubt that's how they would handle it.

[–] ashekchum 1 points (+1|-0)

Did you fuck anyone or get fucked by anyone?

But really tell me, in detail about the food there. Are thereally vegetarian options, gluten free. General quality and meal plans, and your ability to make your own food.

No sex for me. One of the inmates did hook up with a volunteer from the church. And two guards got caught with each other once. Both were male/female combos.
Other than that, no sex for anyone.

They did serve Veggi meals, as well as kosher/halal, and other special dietary needs. There was even a vegan for a bit when I was in the kitchen.
The quality was not good, but not total shit either. Only people who worked in the kitchen could make their own meals. We were limited to mr.noodles and chocolate bars for things that we could have outside of regular meals.

[–] ashekchum 1 points (+1|-0)

Thank you, so you worked in the kitchen? What other jobs did they have?

Kitchen and laundry were the big ones. There was also maintenance, cleaning, and for inmates that were not flight risks, grounds-keeping. Also a number of smaller things like library, canteen etc.

I was in laundry at the start, then kitchen. At the end I was able to get fence clearance and worked on grounds.